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Problems

Some people advertise themselves trashily..

I don't really give any pity for you Jews and your precious blonde kids..


Yea, you can't get away with it, whatever the 1st thing I said was.  They just assume things, I know.

As for the Jews, why should I pity those who consider myself an animal in a bad way?  Look at those little blonde kiddos.  :|  They're 1 in the same.  What am I?  I'm shit because I have black hair.  I don't want black hair.  I still was a good girl.

Cursing

That's where it goes, and I have anger to release.  It comes out in worse ways?

Cuz

You got 1 ugly family and are 1 ugly person.

Problem

Wow, you good-for-nothing niggers are out calculating suggestions cuz you're stupid and not worth l**ing.. thinking there's some suggestions within my family, cuz my mom is not Caucasian and is Chinese.  We had a nice house, now give me yours!  No questions asked.

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Tag in last post.

I just thought of the stupidest thing.

I am a very good person.  You all won't admit you have just been attacking me, and I don't even say, "I'm gonna *** you," and said that stuff is stuck in my head from my peers growing up.  I'm saying I'm just fine, you don't have to punish someone like me.. but you're so messed up you're worried @ my behavior when I could be out having a life.  Somehow, someone always gets to me.  It's frequent and brought upon by my parents.  People are also spying on me in private and talk to me through things like clicks and the timing of my page on my computer loading.  -NOBODY- should have to go through this.  You don't get it.  All the things that are wrong are me being attacked.  I never start anything, even.  You all are like criminals and devils surrounding me at all times.  I have no life!  You'll argue that famous people know me, but they all in the end cause bad experiences because of some problem they have, unfortunately to do with Tim Burton and Johnny Depp.  They just can't seem to smile at anything.  Maybe, there needs to be more attention away from me and to not really but like the failures of others.

Problem

Did I just lose my relationships?  Like Ellen, in a way?  I mean, I was the 1 being attacked, and the person wouldn't stop when I got upset, like I don't matter, and I didn't mean it nor believe what was said, apparently won't do it again after something like that, freaky, don't like it, think it's wrong.  You all are treating me like a brat and prattling at me like other people I've seen who won't shut up and do or say what they're supposed to.  Ya'll are always at my tail like this.  You think I'm in the program!  HA, not before Tim Burton's influence.  At least Johnny Depp has an okay daughter.  You can't come up to me like burning Hell every time you see me.  They think they need to confront me even when I walk in the "G** dang" room!

Upset

I don't wish I were dead.  I feel I'm being pushed not to enjoy life.  Like, Ellen is like hissy @ it.  My joy in having nice hair, things like that, like oh it doesn't matter to you.  My life is something, I mean.  I feel pushed by others @ this but not by most everyone.

Also

I don't have anyone to put me in the right mindset.  I can complain online and not have it based on my dad and mom knowing, though I'd like for them to see..  I just am trying things to keep me happy.  The history made me feel good, I think, but may go back to sleep.  You know, I did wake up with my heel and foot partially hurting again.

I fell asleep to war on the channel.

In my dream, there were 2 people in my life, maybe ghosts.  I kept fearing the 2nd 1's inevitable death.  "The were found at Burger King in the morning."  I followed in a pretend fehicle througoug my Gramma's house.  I was so concerned @ the person dying.  It had the vibe of the live war records which have been on all night.  It was quite moving yet puppety.

TV

Bible again

He HeHe

I think the people in New Orleans were excited @ the belief that there are in fact enough cute, well-treated boys out there that they each get 1, like a machine of life.

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Nu Song List

Let Me Entertain You - Gypsy
Baby June and Her Farm Boys - Gypsy
Tomorrow - Annie

The Ash Grove - Welsh Folk Song
Simple Gifts - American Quaker Folk Song
O Waly Waly - Irish Folk Song
Both Sides Now - Irish Song

TV

Ice Age gear researching

Who knows anything..

@ Germans if they are mostly Jew stock, like Hitler, too?

Issues!

Once you get rid of 1 issue, what happens after you solve another and not the 1st??

I have to say..

My dad is more Saxon than Anglo .. don't know maybe more Eastern than British

Sarah Brightman might be Anglo-Saxon.  Some English are not.  I'm more maybe English-Far Eastern.  I might have different genes passed on, certain preferences....

TV

I was watching "The Voice" and "Dancing With the Stars."  Now, there's a Bible history show.  I like this.  }:]

Good-for-Nothing

You Europeans sure are lazy, want to knock out those with racial complications.. like you act like some things don't matter but plan to wake up later.

Actually I got this idea off of TV..

You're gay. That's all I HAVE to say.

If you think Ellen's not a mother to you..

Watching the Bible

The people in Slidell were mean and selfish and lazy..hogging the Catholic education system..

A Better Blog

WHY is her blog better than mine?

She's back! She's back!

http://lilydepp.blogspot.com

Question

Ellen, anyone can waddle their butt into New Orleans like your "Mama.." and become as important as she is to the city.  Why don't you talk @ it more if you keep thinking @ it..

Hmph

1 less blog, Lily Rose blocks everyone but her friends, so I can't look up her post on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show.."  Not the 1st time I ran across a blog with a video from it.

Disrespectful

Hm..  Why is Ellen acting like it's weird to wanna watch her show?  I wanted to talk to other fans online, but I blog @ it.

I'm just as interested..

..Ellen @ finding people who have old-fashioned heritage from Southeastern primarily Florida.  It's very different to be from a place like that.

Wow Ellen

Lots of love to your spicy New O'leans Mamma!

New Videos

New Videos of Me Playing Organ on Keyboard

Hmph!

Baby Boom gets enough attention.

Well

I'm not mad at Ellen DeGeneres's mom, really, just felt attacked and in the process didn't mean it.  I don't want to hear what Ellen has to say about it.  I am being treated like I'm a brat and worse, and I am always so nice.  I can't stand it.  I have dark thoughts.

Dessert

Chocolate Milk  :|

You never had the right..

..to hurt other people I talk to!

That's Funny

I thought Ellen loved her mother so much, what could be wrong?  She watches her show, every day!  3I

Recap

Ellen is upset, thinks her mother is hard on her, itches and takes it out on me and makes me mad at her mom in crossfire.

You're very wrong.

Ellen's mom doesn't give a fuck @ her daughter and other people who want New Orleans heritage.  I don't care how much her mom hates her or is hard on her..

Wow

You never give my mom a hard time.

Mark of Record

If you do Sweeney Todd again, I wanna be Johanna..

TV

Nice show today, Ellen..  I liked Anna Ferris.  I just didn't get to see her "undyed" hair.

from..BOTH..sides now

I remember wandering around a big city with some shopping stores.  I remember a guy with a mainckan.  Before I was trying to emulate in my dream me flipping in a summersault onto some pillows, but with holding something,  I remember I was scared and wanted Mom with me, but she was leaving.  She was to be back, but it's terribly hard communicating my social needs to her.  There were voices on an intercom, like of my little brother as a toddler or very young child.  I didn't like that at all.

The title is a song Orla Fallon likes a lot and Hayley Westenra.

Sorry!

Wow, Ellen, I'm so sorry.  I was feeling kinda schizo.. I missed my meds.  Are you okay?

Serenity

I feel calmer.

Mobile Soon

may or may not post

Wah ah!

It's getting better, my leg + foot, but it made the muscle on the bottom 1/2 of my leg tight but not like it won't get better.

@ Me

I'm nice and follow the rules.. why all of a sudden am I the opposite to you?  The effect of Tim Burton!  You think I'm not in the program, but I was, I just was told to take a break from college.

How do you feel or what is your belief

@ the pressure put on my to do something I don't really mean and compared to others??

Please pray for

Ellen's mom, people are pretending she thinks these different things.  I was in the room with my parents eating and like I said what came came, I couldn't think of an alternative because I don't trust there will always be a manufactured reason in the end.  I left, and I was able to think as I wanted.  I ended up hurting myself by accident, just a cut and a hurt bone area, my heel.  Other things continued to bother me, but I ended up feeling the pressure and not hitting anything.

Also, what is the strange feeling that something will happen anyway?  I don't wanna be the message bearer, and I don't believe it should have happened..  So, maybe it wouldn't have?  My dad is just so cooky, it gets me apparently in such a bad mood.  Supposedly, it would affect my future babies's lives.  He thinks the young girl should be like the boy to him, but he's lucky already I want my grandson to know him or wait his..  I didn't really wanna hurt anyone, but I didn't know.. maybe I would have gotten mad later.  I don't do this Orlando shit.  I mean, that's something they do here..  I was just already really, really mad, and I just had to get my thoughts straight, but I felt so agitated by being in the room.  I finally left, as I said.  Yes, someone did something, though.  If she didn't do it, of course it wouldn't apply.  If she did, I still don't really mean it.  I just was mad and finally was time to leave.  It seemed okay to do to anyone, but I know people are watching me.  If they weren't, I WOULDN'T DO IT!

I'm so thankful..

..I m.. thanks to Ellen and only once.

Cutie!

Looks like Kate Middleton was a cute kid, looks how I'm destined to look for all time.

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Caught Up

I think I'm mostly recently caught up with Renee Fleming + Julie Andrews & Tim Burton..

Nitey

Might fall asleep.

FAME!

I know what's wrong with being famous, but what's wrong with wanting to meet someone who has gotten out through fame, already?..

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What Happened

The Colored people showcased the epitome of their existence in the mid-late 1990s, and there's nothing left for you selfish, greedy, Caucasoids.

Pure Moods

Problem

This person on my list said something @ underwear, and how would they know I have this issue now.  I didn't hurt anyone, fuck off.

Problem

This person made a topic.

STOP

I just kissed someone on IMDb.

Problem

They associated a word with touching and something else.. but a future son.. don't want this to come up.

Note

Bella Thorne is meeting Christian Bale today.  I wonder why.  Should be fun for her..

Stop

I fear they are m************ me..  It affected me.

Annoyed

I don't wanna be "punished" with stupid things at age 27..  I didn't really do anything wrong, you did, think you can, all the time..  What don't you get!

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I added the sources.

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15 Songs

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ALW

Evita
Another Suitcase Another Hall
_______________________________
Fiddler on the Roof
Far from the Home I Love
_______________________________
L&L

My Fair Lady
Wouldn't It Be Loverly
Show Me
_______________________________
West Side Story
Tonight
_______________________________
Sondheim

Sweeney Todd
Green Finch and Linnet Bird
_______________________________
Les Mis
Castle on a Cloud
_______________________________
The Sound of Music
Something Good
_______________________________
Mary Poppins
Feed the Birds
_______________________________
A Chorus Line
What I Did for Love
_______________________________
Gypsy
Let Me Entertain You
Some People
Wherever We Go
You'll Never Get Away From Me
Rose's Turn
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And

I believe in pushing someone.

Problem

Can you just get Ellen to stop bothering me?

Don't come up to me later wondering what happened.  I didn't physically do anything.. you must be a bit loony..

Why

My imagined v******.  Maybe, that's why!  He saw Thor, yesterday.

I pride myself in patience.

TV

"The Ellen DeGeneres Show"

Thank you so much for holding those kids..

TV & Having Kids

I don't know who did what, but I didn't mean to hurt Ellen's mom, just thought I got a message I had to negate and couldn't think.

So, Ellen, I hope you have a kid.  The world will get better, and you can even adopt and be a s******** mother.  I still don't mind waiting until 40..  I have 3 white hairs growing in..

Stop

Yes, I am from Louisiana.  Put Ellen in Natchez, MS.

Problem

My mom won't shut up!

Problem

Go away, Ellen, no 1 really gives a fuck @ your mom.  Just like you.  Leave me be.

HELP

My mom swiped my future daughter as not having any hair color!

New Video

New Video of Me Playing

Okay, let's just say

You're gay
If you don't like Ellen in this way

The Rain of Tim Burton..the Great!

I'm not gonna say because I like someone I'm ""not as good as"" someone else.

I Know @ My Life

Oh, I see, you wanted me to tell you you weren't as good as me as far as race goes.

Mad

How am I in fair public eye?  Who will accept me?  That's too bad, I might be alone forever..

Problem

Why can't I reply to other commenters on YouTube?  Sometimes it messes up.  ':[

Can't Trust Anyone

Lost all my friends- don't come back to take away attention from others.

Johnny Depp - Says not to sing.

Tim Burton - Got me in trouble with his daughter and "wife."

Ellen DeGeneres - Keeps hurting me.

Sarah Brightman - Has her head in the clouds.

Stupid Questions

Ellen, have you ever picked up a banana peel?

This is final.

..Um, no I don't wanna talk @ this nonsense with you..

Wut.

SORRY ELLEN

Your mom supposedly did something to me.  I just don't wanna believe it.  I don't want anything to do with her, but I admire her and wish I could see her like on your show.

I was mad and didn't know what to think, nothing there!

Yea, I mean, I was hurt.  I don't really want to do something like that as back, but I felt it being pounded upon me, my brain.

Singing

Well, I can sing.

Still Singing?

Just because Hayley Westenra came out 1st.. I still was singing.

Hurt

I hit my hand on the table, tried to hit myself again.

Problem

I noticed Hayley Westenra is like Ellen and watches you to see if you have an adverse thought that you don't believe but for some reason think @.

That Weasel

Ellen is mad I have a cancer pin, I have been hitting and scratching..  Look can you stop investigating me as shit behind the dust?  You think everything I do is wrong..

Who Cares @ You

Sarah Brightman you're no Johnny Depp - sounds like you're the 1 telling my family to do this.

SHUT UP

My mom now thinks she's a kid.  Go away Ellen's mom, I never wanted to hurt you before.

Problem

My mom suppsoedly startled me and filled my female part with puss.

SHUT UP NIGGER

You DUM DUM

What if I can't walk again?

Stop bothering me.

I realized it's my other leg!!!!

Ow

My foot hurts.  That person in the experiment made a noise.

My heel, I needed a cane.

SHUT UP ELLEN I SAID SO

Problem

You niggers stop getting my family to communicate with me.

Problem

Ellen does something to me if I get mad when she's mean to me.  GIVE ME MY FAMILY BACK YOU CRUEL CRUEL WORLD

Problem

Stop threatening me from my mom.  I told you stop.  I already said you were the one who did it.

Question

Orla Karron Fallon is stuck up.  I deserve more than her.

I said leave me alone.

Stop

Telling me I did something wrong.

Problem

IT WON'T STOP *** THEM!

Issue

There was a guy with a stance on TV and I punched my table when I saw 2 women being attacking @ me.

They're being annoying honks.  They're liars and don't mean anything they do.  They say Jackie is something cuz I'm nothing.

Wut.

If I didn't care @ my life, I'd raid T** E**** ****.

Weirdo

Ellen you're more of a PA nut I don't go around acting like Elvis.

Problem

WHAT THO ELLEN YOU FREAK YOU GONNA PUT SOMETHING ON YOUR SHOW @ THIS

WOW

I just imagined I'd m***** my mom.  Let's get Ellen..

Problem

I AM WHO I AM ELLEN WHAT ARE YOU DOING

Know What

THE END

I can't do anything, they won't stop attacking me!  Leave me in my life in peace!

Problem

Ellen wants to k*** my Gramma.  That's why they did it.

More

I wanted to stay with my parents eating but ended up leaving..

I am supposed to wait and see why someone said it, but this may be why.

GET OUTTA MY FAMILY b4 we end up making fun of yours.  At least everyone can see the shit you spew in my previous blogs.

Problem

No one cares @ you Ellen, you had an attitude with your mom.  You can't control yourself.  You're just mean to me.  I can shit at you and not have you shit back!

Problem

No, Ellen, I don't wanna hurt your mom, but my parents "said" she's letting you be the 1 to party in New Orleans, so I imagined hitting her on the head at dinner.. a few times.. I will not listen.

STOP

Who is categorizing me as something worse than yourself, you weird nurse!  I am not shit for Ellen, like ooh I was in Texas like Ellen.  It just so happens to be what it is.  It's Texas, didn't even look Ellen up, at the time.

So what?

So what if I stayed in a hotel in Texas during Hurricane Katrina?

New Video

New Video of Me Singing

What should I do?

What do you do when you're really angrily irritated?

Also, I'm auditioning for "The Voice."

Well, yes.

Why are you coming into my home and ruining my life?  Why not ruin yours?  I want a chance.

I know what you did.

Ellen.

Wow

Ellen, you'll unfortunately die 1 day and find you didn't do anything.  Mommy thinks so, too, but it's not easy, apparently.

Problem

I think I hurt my dad.  He wouldn't stop paying attention to this girl online, he's not even looking!  It was because of Ellen.  She is not a caring person.  She never goes into anything.  I don't think it's cool.  I think her mommy let her do it.

She doesn't care @ us.  She keeps being avoiding and like she always gets to be on a show.  Well, Ellen, did you try to sing classical music?

Problem

My dad won't shut up with his secret messages.

Tweet

To: ScarlettQuigley

I know lots of music.  My CD will have 19 musical theater songs, 3 or 4 by AWL and 4 or 5 at the end from Gypsy..  Some of my advice to you is to be ahead of the music.  BTW, the songs on my CD are not the "popular" ones.  I'm not even singing anything from Cats, just to be funny cuz I like the dancing cat.

Also

Ellen does seem to claim to be something she's not, like I meant nice.. know people might talk @ this stuff but I mean what I mean.. I mean this kinda stuff.  In the end, I mean, you just get she's not being nice pretty early on, not waiting for it to be 2-sided.  I wonder if those people in Texas were messing around with her.  In reality, it doesn't matter, you could even live in Mississippi..  Still, I am getting things like this happening, and it's taken a toll.. it's not funny..  I know it was just to punish me for no good reason, too.  She's just a selfish.. like pulling these things on others.  Wow, all you Late Boomers care about is your own family and no one else.  Something will probably be pulled on Ellen.  I don't want her hand picking what happens to me.  And you Late Boomers generally just find yourselves coming up stealing dignity from kids's older dads.  Selfish, you wonder @ that, I mean the way she does that, gets mean to me and changes things in my life via communicating to others around me secretly.  I kinda liked it, but it was all mean stuff.  I don't wanna look back and say oh well @ the secret communication, but I always asked for it to stop.  It's not my fault if you did it..  I don't mean Ellen should be called selfish, but these criminal acts are selfish..  Okay?  I hope you don't sit there and play with that like a stick as a dog, as well.  I explained what I mean.  Still, just think @ her smile, she's no well-behaved personality.  She can't do this!  She'll have to accept that I'm still what I was.

What I Like

I think Ellen does have a certain disposition or attitude.  I mean, I don't really care.  I've never even been to Miami.  I am just worried it's like an exorcise and the fact I might not like that kinda stuff, grew up with a different family.

Oh yea, and Ellen doing these things when I feel bad and making me feel guilty will no cut it, at all.  I mean, it's wrong and I'm not "guilty."

I found out.

Ellen really is lashing out at me, and I don't lash back, exactly.  If she didn't do it this way, she'd hurt me in some other way.  How am I from a remote area like Mississippi?  I came from Florida.

Why I Was Talking @ Her

Because it bothered me.  I thought it was to punish me, which I find extremely humiliating at 27.  I don't think I need to listen to her cuz I already listen to my conscious and don't really go up to people to be mean nor do I need to just because I don't like them..

Did you notice I didn't insult anyone nor curse?  My goal was just to explain what happened and see if there's a reason it's okay.  She's done something like it before, too; I don't know what she's doing, but I find it kinda weird, as well.  I got sorta an image of her being like that part in Carrie where Chloe Grace Moretz, near the end, is on the floor looking up at an enemy peer from school twisting her head and somehow getting her eyes to do something that looks like a guy from the northeast.. looks a bit into herself, funny, wish she did some more appealing trick, you know?  I have imagined this image of others, like she looks so rubbery and into something.. like a little cozy amidst conflict and the girls in the movie looking down at her like she's, sorry to say, but like overly aroused or stimulated with these thick features and such babied expression as a teenager but not like the stereotype.  ..Um, I was just explaining something, not trying to be insulting.  Like, I had the feeling Ellen was into herself for hurting me for real and making fun of the experiences she caused that don't really mean anything.. just watch, she did it, it means something to her.

Dream

I remember 2 sides, and I was on the 1 that wasn't real and important but it was much wider.  We were divided by like a pole.  We were going up stairs.  Someone left we wanted to meet.  I could see myself like a monkey, but I have more the recollect I was trudging up like a buffalo.

Apology

I am so sorry I thought of those words.  I got dreepy time to sleep..  xp

Problem

I envisioned Ellen taking a toss at me, so I took mine at hers.  My brain is agitated.  I imagined her like a rubber punching stand.  I just hit her like with a wand.  xp  Tired but cooking more food.

On the TV

They called me their Vietnamese and that Viet that can't sing.  I am sure I could sing, I was in choir for so many years and sang at home, good things.

Wow

Ellen, I wasn't thinking of calling you, anything.  Someone called me Chinese.

IMDb

Advice

If someone gets mad at you for not moving somewhere else, just ignore it.  In the end, it doesn't matter.

I don't care.

Even if people are having problems of their own and for me, I don't see what it has to do with anything.  I was thinking @ being in Orlando, been here awhile, so, anyone who may have visited me.. I've been in Central Florida and I know where I am.  I still believe in doing things for the best.  ':|  See, sometimes, it's for a reason, not done for an odd reason with no real reason.  How can you stand up and define what you've done?  You can't make up a reason, neither.  That's like when I was in a plane that stopped in NYC but I didn't get out.  I am even more mad she is punishing me for when I was mad I was hurt..  I had a right to be mad and have a hard life, and she doesn't.

Choking Up

I think Ellen DeGeneres is hand picking things like "Ghost Adventures."  They went to a place I grew up and then stopped @ a famous place in Mississippi.  I was vying for where I lived in Louisiana.  I think it's simply an insult and that there's no reason to say Ellen is from New Orleans- I'm just awful hurt and don't think I can get back at her nor do I know why I should watch her show.

Guess what place that is in Lousiana?  It's a special place.

Why should I have her waste time if it even helps me?

Question

Let's be funny.  Who's nicer, Ellen or me?  Or, is Ellen as nice as me?

Then, who gets treated better considering where they got themselves, etc.?

My CD

I'm gonna do my CD via the social network and have it come with a stuffed animal I hope to design!  }=]

Mobile

may or may not post

19 Songs

_______________________________
ALW

Evita
Another Suitcase Another Hall

JCS
I Don't Know How to Love Him

Starlight Express
Only He

The Phantom of the Opera
Think of Me
_______________________________
Fiddler on the Roof
Far from the Home I Love
_______________________________
L&L

My Fair Lady
Wouldn't It Be Loverly
Show Me
_______________________________
West Side Story
Tonight
_______________________________
Sondheim

Sweeney Todd
Green Finch and Linnet Bird
_______________________________
Les Mis
Castle on a Cloud
_______________________________
The Sound of Music
Something Good
_______________________________
Mary Poppins
Feed the Birds
_______________________________
A Chorus Line
What I Did for Love
_______________________________
Gypsy
Let Me Entertain You
Some People
Wherever We Go
You'll Never Get Away From Me
Rose's Turn
_______________________________

Lazy Weekends

I guess I just sit at my computer and randomly get food like it's Thanksgiving and I'm 3 years old..

Weird, Again..

I already touched base on the definition of border is parents.  You can't hop up to me later and inform me I need ***.  And how is me talking @ something indication that I need to do it?  I need to talk.

Watcha Need

You aren't NY, you need NY.  To cleanse the Southerners, PA is strict.  Jackie is a kid.

Any Heritage..

No, when did I feel continuously good @ my heritage?

Perfection

Well, Ellen, you think that you need more perfection?  Like where you're from?  He he he ~ he he he.

Problem

Ellen, New Orleanians like me don't fight..

You're Weird

PA is a nice place.

Wouldn't Say

I guess Ellen wouldn't say that, but I'm getting messages "from her."

Toiletries

Can Ellen take care of her needs?  Ha ha!  No hard feelings.

I thought you said tha-

(NY + PA were no good for me..)

Is this Mid-US Heritage?

Remember, when you insult me, that there are good qualities, too?  Is that like New Orleans?

Problematic

So, Ellen wants to make me feel bad @ PA blood but she feels good @ the good parts.. this is incredibly nonsensical/silly..

Weird

Ellen wants to be the only 1 who can whine, cuz she's from the New Orleans area.. and then acts all mimicy if we size that she's just whining all the time and then we can't say anything at all, just her whining @ her culture and wanting the creme of the crop without even touching base on the fact that her city might be good..

Fun!..

Geography Lesson

You might think you're more New Yo'ker, but the fact is I am 1 of a moral persons..  I evan have a line or so of New Yo'ker blood but NOT New Yo'k city where you belong where I don't care|like it!  Just say, you like New York, don't creep up on me.  ':|  You are not more New Yo'ker.  You are pretending to be Ellen.  She is for Southern stuff, like Latinos.  You can see I've been out quite a bit, apparently.  No hard feelings from my part.

Tumblr Girl

http://nellburton.tumblr.com

IMDb

Good Tarts

Music Box

Does anyone know why Tim Burton doesn't make more animations after his drawings?  I am on the music box site, and this music is so tear jerking.  This is essentially Danny Elfman.  I might not buy this.  It comes with all these CD's, and the music box isn't that fascinating-looking.  Also, this music is drugged, a bit obvious without ornamentation..  Not much evidence of chord progression.

These things are a bit strange, maybe cute.

Oh, the music, I mean, yea, I like it a lot, it seems to fit Tim Burton and taken work, lots of hard work..

The music isn't much to my interest.  I mean, it's not that dramatic and doesn't even seem to underscore the movies much.  Why don't they sell a Frankenweenie?

Tanning Skin

Does anyone really know why adults get tans?  I think it's really, ultimately, more because of teens who used to tan.  Best to be fair so you look more stimulated .. I mean still go outside and get fresh air but wear sunblock.  I mean what question is there to ask?  It was a trend.

Lecipe (Recipe)

link

AH

I want a tart for breakfast!

I won't have a life.

My kids will, but Mommy won't, and who knows what else @ this, not as much of a life in New Orleans as others.

These People, These Faces

Did you know I put out killer effort supposedly each time I try to think I'm from New Orleans?  Why does everyone from there want to be from there?  What about the rest of the U.S.?  That has nothing to do with it.  Pretty much, New Orleans is sorta .. it goes to them.  I never get the ghostly blessing.  What happens to people who go there from Europe?  Isn't that supposedly a hi class?  How do I find out?  I guess look Britney Spears and Ellen DeGeneres.  All I can say @ that is I'm from Florida, SE + NE, and I lived in Slidell, which is probably more New Orleanian, in the end.  I can see the blessing settle on Ellen, but she's not full-blooded New Orleanian, which is why she probably is famous, herself, has another side to her, seems not to have participated having a dad from outside the U.S., though I find it more open though maybe not as compatible.  Still, I believe New Orleans is more European, so that's different.

Muuu sik

Funny, I thought I was recruited into music, now I'm kicked out after?  Maybe, there's just too many other singers out there.  I think I'm the most of a musician.

You know, once you're out, you're out.

I did get some sort of joke.  You think I'm an actor and have no voice.  Try not talking nor singing for 5 years of your life, like someone who can't do ballet, anymore.

You can't be serious.  I have lost my conversational skills, in the process.  I think you're just being uncommunicative, whoever..  I stopped singing to rest and develop other assets of my personality.  I just wanted to get away from the world, you might say, haha just realized what that sounds like..  I wasn't like healthy and well-rested.  My life became an experiment.  I had big plans for my singing and ballet.  I stopped so I could become a normal person physically.  I had my dreams but could not afford them.  I wanted to do ballet and singing.. be able to play organ?  I mean, you only have to practice so much to be able to do something, but to compete is different.  A ballerina who's been a regular can go back, but 1 who starts late is out of hope.  I'd say the same for singing, and I'm a singer.

If you're just bugging with what I posted to Miley Cyrus & @ Britney Spears.. I didn't mean any harm.. it may have just seemed possibly suggestive and I think made you antsy.  I don't know what to say @ it, now.  I can take it back..

Processing

I just don't have it in me to process that kinda stuff.

Oh, and..

..no, I didn't say anything

Furthermore

I don't know what was wrong.  He just seemed to want me to do something perverted.

Tonight

Not trying to get nasty thoughts in my head, but my dad did something and I just didn't find it a pleasant thing to have happened, but he seems to have something to pick at with any little thing.  I just was like no .. that's not right .. ugh .. you know?

Nitey

Going to be dsoon..

Just bc you're famous doesn't mean you are better as a person. Being famous is totally separate.

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My dad is as untaken aback as a black person, like is silly.

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Africans in particular seem to have dark indents like the 80s.

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Being Colored

I like colored racially but thought we all had strived to change to be as fair as we could, maybe because they look more complex underneath. So, it's not like we don't like it. What @ being Indonesian? or living there? I have yet to see an Eskimo for sure with a big nose and not a puffy face like they usually have.

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I could never party like the people actually in new Orleans. Why the people so casual outside'a the city? I am from Florida, and part of my family is New Yo'ker..

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Sorry

Seems I lost control of myself.  I feel better now, however.

Nitey

Soon

For Her

I hope Sarah Brightman to me is doing this space thing for her.

To Be Polite-

I think she's become a diva.  To explain, I mean, she thinks she's like a legend.  She may have a kind side, but this may be so.  I lost my trail of thought.

I mean, like, she won't be impressed by anything.  We'll have to wait and see.  Maybe, she finds herself on top in fame.  I'd like to be a singer, wish I Was, though.. I just wanna win singing with her because I am such a talented singer and musician.  I'm just saying I feel cheated on, that I don't sing, but I mean I do, I'm just saying, like, I don't have performance experience.  I feel I've drilled a hole in my soul for singing.. not maybe to a crucifix in that reason.  I did not do singing privately since some age as a child cuz I was learning in choir and alone, sorta like Sarah Brightman lost in space LOL jk.

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Also, you feel you lose it if you don't use it.  I applied for "America's Got Talent."  I wanna sell Sous le Dome Epais.  I am doing well on my other songs.  I dunno, dance.. I just am having a hard time with my life.  I wanted in when I moved but I slept in in 1 of the schools too much.  Online may be a favorite of mine, though.  I am not sure what goes above online.  I dunno, I wanna do something big and in charge.  I dunno if I can sing, but I'm better than most, maybe it's my fault.

Funny

Ellen is in tune with the pace of the world.  She wonders why Sarah Brightman took upon her the task to travel into space.

Singing Tools

http://www.sarahbrightman.com/news/sarah-brightman-featured-on-thespeccom

Yes, eventually, she should come down and distinguish between singing Broadway and classical.

Race

Just how Irish is Hayley Westenra?  (Dutch dad, Irish mom, from New Zealand)

Well

If you do what you're supposed to like me, you don't have to be your dad.  What happened to that, you spoiled some brats?

Problem

Why is my dad being so in mah face (my face?)

UGH Ellen so what did you do @ the fact our dads are not Tim Burton?  Maybe, it's not really so great..

What?

You have nothing interesting to say?

Problem

What's this, your mis-doings of Burton?

Not Funny

Something else happened, my future son..

Wow

My dad can't emote anything.  He's so off.  Ya'll better get off my back @ him.  He was trying to act like he had girl feelings, like I was in bigger trouble in a way, all creative.

Problem

I'm so disgusted by my dad.  I never did anything.  He's just racist.  That's so humiliating!  I am just another person.  I never made myself Asian.

Problems

Why is my dad always mean to me?  I want my family back.  Why does Burton get his all comfied and mine gone?

I'm sorry.

I can't trust any of you.  I see the page is loading quickly..

Problem

Don't you dare ruin my future.  This can't happen.  There is no excuse.  I will not submit to the slime of the world.  What's going on?  Why can't I ever seem to relax?

Look

It's really happening like this.

Problem

I am just as good as a European.  I don't need my American dad in the way of my health.

Sad

I want my dad, I don't want this..

Problem

I've been being nice to my dad, had asked why he did something and he got upset.. he's not stopping nor forgetting, did something to my future daughter.. how am I open to that?

Ugh

Just cut the whites off all my nails but didn't dig into it and painted them pink.

Also.. I ran outta underwear, 1 pair left.

Memorized!

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I am ready.

Okay, Jackie, I am ready to sing with Sarah Brightman enough to be entertaining because that's a singer's life, how about you?

Question

Why are ya'll being so antsy @ what Olivia Newton-John does?  It might be fine, but it might be something someone else is doing to be annoying.

I just read it only to wonder why I said it.

I think it's like race, some things are just the way they are, like women born before 1950..  I am not that.  I think my generation some are born her time.  My mom doesn't actually let me tell her age, in case someone asks..

People are reluctant to be alive. I know who I am. :/

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To me South Florida in particular to me is a lost song.

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Tweets

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Ego

What's the truth in the idea I have problems with my ego?

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Guilty..?

Against the Burtons for qualirty, I can ride w/whoever caused the N word "event" with me in the mental clin'c on a pill.

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My Race

Viking

French

Dutch

German

Irish

English

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These people, these places

No issues w/FL + up north.. just California

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In Kissimmee, FL

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I look okay in a smile.

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I think my dad influenced me to dis this audition experience. :(

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Walking Over Everybody

Charlotte Church walks over me.

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I did something and you give it to the kids.

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Priss

Your life may not be perfect, but ours is Hell.



Also, I catch wind Ellen might have made me lose my relationships and doesn't care.. don't think so completely..

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You encourage tweens to be a way they already are and not us.

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Having a Good Time

I wonder why Ginny was mean to me having fun in college.

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What will the next challenge be?

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When I ask why they're being mean, no help. Parents. It's Nell Burton. :(

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My ballet makes it so I can sway while I sing.

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I had spoken @

Sarah Brightman starting singing and dancing and piano at 3 and competing even then.  Wow, I was still a lumpy, loose toddler in gymnastics classes.  It really got me in great shape as a toddler.  I know it's what made me a good singer, in the end.  I wanted to just do ballet so quit when we moved, but I had to wait to move again.

O Boo Hoo

*hands in face*

Now what, is that what brings anyone joy, me being beat around like so?  I need to get myself apart from those who bother me, if I can.

Like, I wanted to blame my dad, then he acts like someone else did it.  I thought he just had a personal issue.  What is this!  This is all after Tim Burton and Johnny Depp.  I can be a fan, too!

What do you think I am!

Let me know what you need, I'll die, anyway.

Problem

I think the more that Nell Burton comes back in full flesh the less I'm going to get my point in even being alive.  I need to sacrifice that I don't hurt others somehow..  My dad was bothering me again in a sensitive area physically!

but .. "now .. and .. for .. all .. ti ii ime"

I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU

I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY PEERS POUNDING IN MY HEAD - "MY MOM'S GONNA KILL ME" OVER AND OVER .. "*BEEP* *BEEP* *BEEP*"  I KNOW IT DRILLED A HOLE IN MY HEAD AND YOU DECIDED TO TAKE IT TO THE PUBLIC

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Caught You

Don't even lie, you want me to want the Nell Burton thing to happen.

Problems

My dad is afraid of what I'll think because of getting upset but not outwardly.  I don't really like thinking of the word ****, I don't use it in real life.. but it came up, and I was upset @ my dad.  I don't know what's gonna happen to me.  I just was upset, maybe seemed tacky and messy-looking, that we were like putting me in sessions all the time of being punished.  You know, that Nell Burton issue, it doesn't matter.  Why don't you talk @ it until you're happy cuz I don't care.  It's not my fault.

I just don't want anything because of her, and I don't wanna juggle things in my body that feel amiss.  I really didn't do anything to deserve this, this constant rubbing in of stuff.  Blame Tim Burton, see how he likes it.  Can you argue that?  What happened to my life cuz of his cursing orders with Johnny Depp to hurt nice people to get it out?  They don't even know what they're doing!  So, please don't be too upset @ me.  Maybe, it wasn't meant to be, that's fine..

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Sorry

Still hurt @ my torture spiel on boys in general for harming women?

Why..

Why do you keep squaring me off to see how I react?

I lost some of the essence in my life from being in the experiment, namely the sacredness of the modern toilet.

Issue

No, Nell Burton should not be held over and above me, I already exist.

Concerts

Wow, Sarah Brightman, your concerts sure are good.  I think the people all love you.  I need to get my butt up and put myself to use in the world, how exciting for me!

Why do you even do that?

I do not at all agree with testing friends and never making up.

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TV

Wow, Ellen, you sure looked cute having wine and talking on the sho' (show) with that guy.

I would like to talk to that nice, ½ As ku Nazi Jewish guy.

Christina Aguilera on "The Voice" sure is pretty.  I wanna get on "America's Got Talent" for my singing, hoping I am contacted before Spring 2014.

Kellie Pickler was outta this worllllll (world) amazing!

Those 2 girls happened to know The Hunger Games?  I wanted to read it and am a fan in a way and am very excited for this installment.

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I see you look very uncomfortable, but I like you a lot.

Veh Lee Plitty (Very Pretty..)

My hair is getting so much lighter.  My weight is normalizing in proportions.  I need to be fed.  3I  I walked my dad, like 15 minutes possibly, not too far..

Veh Lee Interesting (Very)

Wow, Ellen, I just watched the baby on your show, today.  Cootchie Cootchi Coo!  I would from my side have a dumb baby.. it sounds interesting.

Help?

I wanna work out, am a bit tired and wanna lie down, maybe listen to my own singing, no money.  Maybe, if I wake up early tomorrow I can go out.  I just wanted to sing in front of the camera, too, so may do that before or an interview soon.

Looked Back

I looked up my saying nigger, looks like wasn't as bad as I thought.  I didn't literally say it, was making a joke.

As I Sing

Things get patched up, 1st of which is holding my breath.

Totally Mad

I feel so irritated at my dad and was at my mom, thinking I always need punishing like you bad people, but I don't, I did nothing wrong.  I can't fix my life!  You all always get away with everything.  I thought this roller blading would help, but I only went across some of the sidewalk like 4 times.  All that gear.

I told Ellen why do you keep getting mad at me @ Nell, but she still does it and does new things and gets all silly like I am supposed to watch her show but is mad maybe I watch it.  That's pretty psycho to keep at a person for something they didn't do, even if they took it back and don't really do it.

Also, sorry I told my dad the torture joke @ talking back all the time?  But I still am fooling @ it.

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Pretending I Hurt You

Well, I didn't..  I'm not sorry for anything.  Well, not totally and literally.

Suppertime

Dad's not home, yet.

Temper

What can we do, I already let it out?  I plan to work out, today..

Apologies

I wonder if I can go back and say where I associated the word nigger with Ellen and today with my mom said my dad was nothing for being mean, in a sarcastic way.. didn't literally mean it!  Probably overrated even.  Anyway, with Ellen, I said no I'm not really calling her that, just mean parts of the definition..

Shopping

I got the Go Lighter Shampoo and Conditioner.  The spray has turned my hair like my dad's youngest sister..

Liking Weird Stuff

Why do you like bringing up perverted things?

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People Who Hurt Me

I know people hurt me and don't listen to me.

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My Behavior?

Why are people monitoring my behavior? I am 27.

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What I Did

What if I said what did I do?

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Problem

Why did Sarah Brightman unfriend me on Twitter? I was able to Refollow. 3 women I loike have done something like this. I guess it wasn't meant to be, but my dad seems to have made my life like this. You all don't care @ me. I can't take that, like I said, it's not okay.

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Issue

I think when Ellen wants my Da Da, she is actually turning off being motherly, but in a "bad" or "sarcastic" way that hurts and leaves you hanging.. and doesn't make sense..

Problem

You know, you just act like I'm really a bad kid when everyone said I was really good.  Blame Tim Burton and Johnny Depp, unfortunately, because that's what people did it for.  I know these people were a bit mean, all along, always complaining @ their life, thinking all the good things were only for them, afraid of fame but afraid to lose their chance.

Do you wanna know something really bad and trashy?

Get mad at me let me know @ my body and then hurt the most critical thing in it.

A Special Apology

I wanted to say nigger and extract meanings from it without intending the word, but like if a black person called me 1 I might not care depending on why..

Apologies

Sorry to everyone who I slighted..  I should have reworded my posting on Ellen.

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