Memorized!

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I am ready.

Okay, Jackie, I am ready to sing with Sarah Brightman enough to be entertaining because that's a singer's life, how about you?

Question

Why are ya'll being so antsy @ what Olivia Newton-John does?  It might be fine, but it might be something someone else is doing to be annoying.

I just read it only to wonder why I said it.

I think it's like race, some things are just the way they are, like women born before 1950..  I am not that.  I think my generation some are born her time.  My mom doesn't actually let me tell her age, in case someone asks..

People are reluctant to be alive. I know who I am. :/

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To me South Florida in particular to me is a lost song.

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Ego

What's the truth in the idea I have problems with my ego?

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Guilty..?

Against the Burtons for qualirty, I can ride w/whoever caused the N word "event" with me in the mental clin'c on a pill.

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My Race

Viking

French

Dutch

German

Irish

English

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These people, these places

No issues w/FL + up north.. just California

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In Kissimmee, FL

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I look okay in a smile.

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I think my dad influenced me to dis this audition experience. :(

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Walking Over Everybody

Charlotte Church walks over me.

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I did something and you give it to the kids.

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Priss

Your life may not be perfect, but ours is Hell.



Also, I catch wind Ellen might have made me lose my relationships and doesn't care.. don't think so completely..

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You encourage tweens to be a way they already are and not us.

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Having a Good Time

I wonder why Ginny was mean to me having fun in college.

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What will the next challenge be?

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When I ask why they're being mean, no help. Parents. It's Nell Burton. :(

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My ballet makes it so I can sway while I sing.

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I had spoken @

Sarah Brightman starting singing and dancing and piano at 3 and competing even then.  Wow, I was still a lumpy, loose toddler in gymnastics classes.  It really got me in great shape as a toddler.  I know it's what made me a good singer, in the end.  I wanted to just do ballet so quit when we moved, but I had to wait to move again.

O Boo Hoo

*hands in face*

Now what, is that what brings anyone joy, me being beat around like so?  I need to get myself apart from those who bother me, if I can.

Like, I wanted to blame my dad, then he acts like someone else did it.  I thought he just had a personal issue.  What is this!  This is all after Tim Burton and Johnny Depp.  I can be a fan, too!

What do you think I am!

Let me know what you need, I'll die, anyway.

Problem

I think the more that Nell Burton comes back in full flesh the less I'm going to get my point in even being alive.  I need to sacrifice that I don't hurt others somehow..  My dad was bothering me again in a sensitive area physically!

but .. "now .. and .. for .. all .. ti ii ime"

I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU

I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY PEERS POUNDING IN MY HEAD - "MY MOM'S GONNA KILL ME" OVER AND OVER .. "*BEEP* *BEEP* *BEEP*"  I KNOW IT DRILLED A HOLE IN MY HEAD AND YOU DECIDED TO TAKE IT TO THE PUBLIC

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Caught You

Don't even lie, you want me to want the Nell Burton thing to happen.

Problems

My dad is afraid of what I'll think because of getting upset but not outwardly.  I don't really like thinking of the word ****, I don't use it in real life.. but it came up, and I was upset @ my dad.  I don't know what's gonna happen to me.  I just was upset, maybe seemed tacky and messy-looking, that we were like putting me in sessions all the time of being punished.  You know, that Nell Burton issue, it doesn't matter.  Why don't you talk @ it until you're happy cuz I don't care.  It's not my fault.

I just don't want anything because of her, and I don't wanna juggle things in my body that feel amiss.  I really didn't do anything to deserve this, this constant rubbing in of stuff.  Blame Tim Burton, see how he likes it.  Can you argue that?  What happened to my life cuz of his cursing orders with Johnny Depp to hurt nice people to get it out?  They don't even know what they're doing!  So, please don't be too upset @ me.  Maybe, it wasn't meant to be, that's fine..