Cursing

That's where it goes, and I have anger to release.  It comes out in worse ways?

Problem

Did I just lose my relationships?  Like Ellen, in a way?  I mean, I was the 1 being attacked, and the person wouldn't stop when I got upset, like I don't matter, and I didn't mean it nor believe what was said, apparently won't do it again after something like that, freaky, don't like it, think it's wrong.  You all are treating me like a brat and prattling at me like other people I've seen who won't shut up and do or say what they're supposed to.  Ya'll are always at my tail like this.  You think I'm in the program!  HA, not before Tim Burton's influence.  At least Johnny Depp has an okay daughter.  You can't come up to me like burning Hell every time you see me.  They think they need to confront me even when I walk in the "G** dang" room!

Also

I don't have anyone to put me in the right mindset.  I can complain online and not have it based on my dad and mom knowing, though I'd like for them to see..  I just am trying things to keep me happy.  The history made me feel good, I think, but may go back to sleep.  You know, I did wake up with my heel and foot partially hurting again.

Well

I'm not mad at Ellen DeGeneres's mom, really, just felt attacked and in the process didn't mean it.  I don't want to hear what Ellen has to say about it.  I am being treated like I'm a brat and worse, and I am always so nice.  I can't stand it.  I have dark thoughts.

You never had the right..

..to hurt other people I talk to!

That's Funny

I thought Ellen loved her mother so much, what could be wrong?  She watches her show, every day!  3I

Recap

Ellen is upset, thinks her mother is hard on her, itches and takes it out on me and makes me mad at her mom in crossfire.

You're very wrong.

Ellen's mom doesn't give a fuck @ her daughter and other people who want New Orleans heritage.  I don't care how much her mom hates her or is hard on her..

Wow

You never give my mom a hard time.

How do you feel or what is your belief

@ the pressure put on my to do something I don't really mean and compared to others??

Please pray for

Ellen's mom, people are pretending she thinks these different things.  I was in the room with my parents eating and like I said what came came, I couldn't think of an alternative because I don't trust there will always be a manufactured reason in the end.  I left, and I was able to think as I wanted.  I ended up hurting myself by accident, just a cut and a hurt bone area, my heel.  Other things continued to bother me, but I ended up feeling the pressure and not hitting anything.

Also, what is the strange feeling that something will happen anyway?  I don't wanna be the message bearer, and I don't believe it should have happened..  So, maybe it wouldn't have?  My dad is just so cooky, it gets me apparently in such a bad mood.  Supposedly, it would affect my future babies's lives.  He thinks the young girl should be like the boy to him, but he's lucky already I want my grandson to know him or wait his..  I didn't really wanna hurt anyone, but I didn't know.. maybe I would have gotten mad later.  I don't do this Orlando shit.  I mean, that's something they do here..  I was just already really, really mad, and I just had to get my thoughts straight, but I felt so agitated by being in the room.  I finally left, as I said.  Yes, someone did something, though.  If she didn't do it, of course it wouldn't apply.  If she did, I still don't really mean it.  I just was mad and finally was time to leave.  It seemed okay to do to anyone, but I know people are watching me.  If they weren't, I WOULDN'T DO IT!

Problem

This person on my list said something @ underwear, and how would they know I have this issue now.  I didn't hurt anyone, fuck off.

Problem

This person made a topic.

STOP

I just kissed someone on IMDb.

Problem

They associated a word with touching and something else.. but a future son.. don't want this to come up.

Stop

I fear they are m************ me..  It affected me.

Annoyed

I don't wanna be "punished" with stupid things at age 27..  I didn't really do anything wrong, you did, think you can, all the time..  What don't you get!

And

I believe in pushing someone.

Problem

Can you just get Ellen to stop bothering me?

Don't come up to me later wondering what happened.  I didn't physically do anything.. you must be a bit loony..

Why

My imagined v******.  Maybe, that's why!  He saw Thor, yesterday.

I pride myself in patience.