Ellen's mom, people are pretending she thinks these different things. I was in the room with my parents eating and like I said what came came, I couldn't think of an alternative because I don't trust there will always be a manufactured reason in the end. I left, and I was able to think as I wanted. I ended up hurting myself by accident, just a cut and a hurt bone area, my heel. Other things continued to bother me, but I ended up feeling the pressure and not hitting anything.
Also, what is the strange feeling that something will happen anyway? I don't wanna be the message bearer, and I don't believe it should have happened.. So, maybe it wouldn't have? My dad is just so cooky, it gets me apparently in such a bad mood. Supposedly, it would affect my future babies's lives. He thinks the young girl should be like the boy to him, but he's lucky already I want my grandson to know him or wait his.. I didn't really wanna hurt anyone, but I didn't know.. maybe I would have gotten mad later. I don't do this Orlando shit. I mean, that's something they do here.. I was just already really, really mad, and I just had to get my thoughts straight, but I felt so agitated by being in the room. I finally left, as I said. Yes, someone did something, though. If she didn't do it, of course it wouldn't apply. If she did, I still don't really mean it. I just was mad and finally was time to leave. It seemed okay to do to anyone, but I know people are watching me. If they weren't, I WOULDN'T DO IT!