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Ellen does seem to claim to be something she's not, like I meant nice.. know people might talk @ this stuff but I mean what I mean.. I mean this kinda stuff.  In the end, I mean, you just get she's not being nice pretty early on, not waiting for it to be 2-sided.  I wonder if those people in Texas were messing around with her.  In reality, it doesn't matter, you could even live in Mississippi..  Still, I am getting things like this happening, and it's taken a toll.. it's not funny..  I know it was just to punish me for no good reason, too.  She's just a selfish.. like pulling these things on others.  Wow, all you Late Boomers care about is your own family and no one else.  Something will probably be pulled on Ellen.  I don't want her hand picking what happens to me.  And you Late Boomers generally just find yourselves coming up stealing dignity from kids's older dads.  Selfish, you wonder @ that, I mean the way she does that, gets mean to me and changes things in my life via communicating to others around me secretly.  I kinda liked it, but it was all mean stuff.  I don't wanna look back and say oh well @ the secret communication, but I always asked for it to stop.  It's not my fault if you did it..  I don't mean Ellen should be called selfish, but these criminal acts are selfish..  Okay?  I hope you don't sit there and play with that like a stick as a dog, as well.  I explained what I mean.  Still, just think @ her smile, she's no well-behaved personality.  She can't do this!  She'll have to accept that I'm still what I was.