I think she's become a diva. To explain, I mean, she thinks she's like a legend. She may have a kind side, but this may be so. I lost my trail of thought.
I mean, like, she won't be impressed by anything. We'll have to wait and see. Maybe, she finds herself on top in fame. I'd like to be a singer, wish I Was, though.. I just wanna win singing with her because I am such a talented singer and musician. I'm just saying I feel cheated on, that I don't sing, but I mean I do, I'm just saying, like, I don't have performance experience. I feel I've drilled a hole in my soul for singing.. not maybe to a crucifix in that reason. I did not do singing privately since some age as a child cuz I was learning in choir and alone, sorta like Sarah Brightman lost in space LOL jk.
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Also, you feel you lose it if you don't use it. I applied for "America's Got Talent." I wanna sell Sous le Dome Epais. I am doing well on my other songs. I dunno, dance.. I just am having a hard time with my life. I wanted in when I moved but I slept in in 1 of the schools too much. Online may be a favorite of mine, though. I am not sure what goes above online. I dunno, I wanna do something big and in charge. I dunno if I can sing, but I'm better than most, maybe it's my fault.